Bah. on August 14, 2008 @ 1:15 pm

People always seem to get upset over fanlisting rejections; especially if it be a beloved subject. I don’t see how someone can get upset over such a trivial little thing, it can hurt if you love it enough but whatever. Rejections really don’t bug me much.

I’m upset, can’t you tell? But not over a fanlisting or anything of that sort. People may love a subject and say it hurts when they get rejected but being rejected/abandoned by two people you met years ago and was FRIENDS with up until now hurts even worse.

Jessie and Jordann, two girls I met back in the early 2000’s was two of my close online friends until just recently; they act like I don’t exist. Jessie has her friends Nathan and Linda and pretty much doesn’t even want anything to do with me now. Jordann is now ignoring me, even when I say something.. but I can see her on DA talking to some of her other friends.

I guess they got fed up with putting up with me all these years. But who can blame them? Even though it hurts like a bitch to know that I’ll pretty much be alone. Considering my “so-called” friends in real life ditched me in the past because I wasn’t “cool” enough. Now I’m beginning to be ditched online by those I enjoyed talking to so much.

So much for having any friends.